People's thoughts

Always, always always be living in people's thoughts. That's just me. I can't seem to get away from that. If I make this decision would people judge me? Would they say bad things to me? Would they, hate me?

Seriously I'm scared, super scared of my own decisions. Super indecisive huh..

Would you accept me again? Can we start all over again? Those questions, always been on my mind, before sleep, these past few days. I'm so greedy that I don't want to lose you but I don't want you now.

Loved you, & still am..

Push you away

I don't hate you. It's the truth. I'll never hate you tho.. But your actions of contacting my friends almost 4 of them (not all, but yes for me it's a lot) is a big NO ok. Maybe you don't realise it but they are surely annoyed of it (even if they act like they don't). I gave you my answers, didn't I? Stop looking for more reasons. I know in this case I'm the one who don't appreciate you so stop caring about people like me and go carry on with your beautiful life. Be happy be bold. Don't bother me. Don't bother my friends. You got a lot of friends around you. Them, for surely are on your side. Even my friends are on your side tho so don't worry. You'll be fine eventually. For me, I will, too.

New

To a new beginning!

It's been a week after my break-up with the guy that I expected to be my forever. My fault, not his. The feelings were faded. Not really anyone's fault tho.. Clingy; that was the reason that I gave him. I know how dissatisfied he was when he heard the reason. But really, that was the only reason I could give. Obviously, there are more reasons for that but sorry I can't really spill them out for you.

Just so you know, I loved you very dearly. None of my actions and words were fake. They were all the truth. I did love you. Yes again I'm sorry for not giving you a definite reasons. I'm in no position to do that..